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Crawled up in the dark
Dying out of shame
The emptiness is too much
It eats out my brain

I wait for my doom
Consoling the pain and the wound
As it feeds all the hate
I wait here in this room

I don’t want to speak
It could make the damage worse
I can’t cry even if I want to
My tears have abandoned me

I fathom the way you despise me
I feel the same way too
There’s nothing else to think of me
Just let your hate flow through

Bitter Adieu

dont make me hate u
dont make me leave u
stop all these things u do
or il run out of love for u

where did all ur passion go
why did ur love go astray
ur tender words have parted
ur lips are now full of stain

ur hands that use to caress me
now are slowly choking me
ur eyes once full of desire
now are full of tricks and lies

how did u changed so abruptly
how did u became a deadly enemy
stop all these i plea of u
stop now please or it'll be a...

Final Deceit

I feel mad, I feel sad
I want to call u so I can hang-up
I want to talk to u then walk away
I want you near, I want you here!

How did it all happened?
When did it all begun?
Tell me how ur heart forsaken me
And chose her's instead of mine?

I want u to fight for me!
I want to fight for us!
But things are just out of my hands now
I'll just leave you now and hide

Your I love u's just dont work anymore
So dont expect I'll open up a door
You're not the man I loved before
Hell! your no longer a man anymore...

Dying Everytime

i want to be with you,
lay in your arms
hear ur every heartbeat and every sigh
make this whole borrowed time all mine

i die everytime i realize ur not really mine
i die every moment i hear u said good bye
i die w/ every teardrops from my eyes
i die and live again just to be by your side

i love hearin you say i love you
and melt away with shame
im never your only one rather just the other one
i will only be a memory once your fantasy becomes a reality

i hate myself for loving you, for feeling this way
im not supposed to fall for you
im not supposed to love you this way
everything is just temporary but the scar
i bear is for eternity

Little Game

A little wink, a little smile
A little wave, and flirty vibe
Just a little bit of this and a little bit of that
I got you cornered in my little toy box.

It’s not my intention to hurt you
Or to do you harm
All I want is some lovin for the night
And not for eternal life

Words that roots from my eyes
Are the sweetest you’ll ever hear
Tonight it’s only you and me
So let the magic begin

I only got one rule
In this game of mine
We enjoy this night only
Because tomorrow it’ll all must die

So enjoy this night coz it’s just me and you
We’ll share a little bit of everything
Those one’s and two’s
Until the sun is out don’t hold out
We’ll pretend its real love
Now let the game start.

Aphrodite

She is a very beautiful lady
Popular and happy
Successful and wealthy
Yet in her eyes she couldn’t hide
All the pain she had inside.

Yes, she is everything to everyone
Yet she is nothing to her self
Nobody can convict her
She already convicted herself.

In all smiles she shared to everyone
The mask she wears chokes her down
And to every compliment she receives
Feels like a fist in the face.


Look and you’ll see her beauty
Stare and you’ll see the pain
Listen and you’ll hear her laughing
Liten and you’ll hear the tears

Touch and feel her warmth
Embrace…and feel…her…

LUCAS

Who would’ve thought I’d be feeling this way for you. I mean, is this love or am I just lusting over you? You are the one I desire. The one I wish up in the stars. How can I make you my reality when you’re living in my fantasy? You say the words I’m dying to hear; you have the touch I long oh! So very much! But even though we’re face to face you never see my face or hear my voice or feel my touch… The feeling of frustration is what gets into me. Even if I scream your name, I will never be with you. You are a reality but not for me. I do not belong in your world and will never be. The pain of loving you from afar is too much to bear sometimes. But even if I bleed to death you won’t even know my name, and you are not to blame you’re not at fault at all…I should’ve known better than to open up my heart and fall for you. But I guess I will always long for my own fairytale, to be a damsel in distress and my prince will be you. But what hurts the most is being so close and never had the chance of knowing you, in spite of seeing you everyday and admiring you from my TV. Lolz!